Desire To Control (Part: 93 A dilemma)


I scrambled into my dress and dashed to his room. He is standing on the balcony, holding the railing.

Why did he come here like this from the playroom? I wondered confusingly.

I slowly walked to him and hugged him from behind, placing my head on his chest and firmly wrapping my arms around him. “I’m sorry for spoiling everything.” As I apologised, he removed my hands from his body.

I felt hurt because he is so angry.

As he turned around and clasped my face, I narrowed my brows bemusedly, seeing guilt in his eyes. “Why are you saying sorry, Butterfly? I hurt you, I should say sorry to you. I couldn’t keep my promise. I shouldn’t have used the clamps on you.”

Right now he is in great remorse after hurting me.

But it isn’t his fault. It was our mutual decision to use the clamps.

And I’m shocked that this was the reason, he disappeared from the room and I was thinking that I disappointed him.

I can’t see him like this, in guilt when it’s not his mistake.

“Are you crazy? It isn’t your fault, Ethan. First, I agreed to use it on me, then you do this. We didn’t know that it would hurt me so much. You were just testing my limits.” I explained to him after cupping his face but he still stared at me with guilt in his eyes.

I can’t see the love of my life in guilt.

“But the thing is that I hurt you, Butterfly.” He uttered dejectedly, disappointed with himself. I shook my head.

Now I’m not understanding how to explain him.

“I used the clamps on other subs before but nobody reacted like you. Therefore I had no clue that this would be so painful for you. I’m extremely sorry, Butterfly.” He apologised again.

‘Am I not capable for him?’ Suddenly listening to his words, this question popped into my mind. I’m not like his other subs, he can’t use the things on me that he used on them. He wants to use these things on me but I can’t take the pain.

Chucking my thoughts, I hugged him to comfort him because right now he is more important than any other thought of mine.

“Don’t blame yourself. It wasn’t your fault, moreover, I’m fine now.” I reassured him, rubbing his back.

“I’m sorry.” He whispered in my ear, hugging me back tighter and pulling me closer to himself.

“It’s okay.” Now I caressed his hair with one hand.

My baby has a pure heart!

“It must be still hurting?” He asked concernedly, staring at my tits as we pulled apart.

“No, it’s fine now.” I blinked my eyes.

My nipple is still aching a bit but I won’t tell him as he is already guilty.

“You can’t lie to me.” As he uttered, my eyes widened in surprise.

How did he come to know that I lied to him?

“Come with me, I want to make you feel better.” He clasped my hand and led me to the bed.

He held the hem of my dress and pulled it out of my head before dropping it down on the floor, gazing at my sore nipple with guilt in his eyes.

He carried me in his arms and gently laid me on the bed before sucking my nipple lovingly and applying ointment over it.

He lay down, cuddling me. “Now I’ll not test your limits.” As he spoke, I raised my head from his chest to look at him.

“But I still want you to test my limit.” As I uttered, he sealed my lips with his.

“No, I won’t.” He stated in a stern tone after kissing me softly.

“Okay, leave all this. I want to tell you something.” I said to change his mood.

“What?” He raised his brows.

“Tomorrow we all girls are planning for a party,” I told him excitedly.

“Could I join?”

“It’s a girls’ party, Ethan.” I pulled his cheeks. “Are you a girl?” I asked and laughed out.

He shook his head in disbelief and warned me, “no alcohol.”

“Why? At least let me have a bit.” I requested.

“No means no and you know what I’ll do.” Now a smirk flashed on his sexy face.

“Okay.” I nodded unwillingly, recalling how badly he had teased me in the car for drinking.


The next day, in the evening I got ready in a sexy black dress.

I wore red lipstick and pouted in front of the mirror. “You’re looking hot, Anna.” I complimented myself, setting my perfect half-curled hair. It took me an hour to curl them.

“Are you planning to kill me, Butterfly?” Ethan entered the room and I smiled broadly at him through the mirror.

He strode to me and yanked me to himself from behind by holding my arms while gazing at me intensely through the mirror, driving me crazy with his looks. My body is literally shivering because of his touch and our proximity.

He leaned down and kissed my back after putting my hair on my side, taking my breath away from me, his intense gaze is glued to me.

It’s difficult but I have to stop him because if he continues doing this for a few seconds more, I have to cancel the party.

I put my desires to the side and turned around.

“Ethan, romance after the party because I’m getting late.” As I said, he pouted at me like a sad baby.

“It’s not my fault. You’re looking so breathtakingly hot that I can’t resist you.” He glided the tip of his forefinger up my arm, making me shiver.

“Please, stop doing this,” I whined.

“What?” He asked, acting innocent, still caressing my arm with his finger.

“Nothing. I’m going, see you.” I pecked his cheek and dashed out of the room.

“Wait, I’m dropping you.” He shouted behind me and ran after me.

Ethan stopped the car at the club where we all are going to meet.

“No, alcohol.” He again strictly warned me.

“Okay, anything else?”

“Call me after the party. I’ll come to pick you up.” He instructed me like my father and I nodded obediently.

“Enjoy.” He leaned in and kissed me chastely.

“I love you.” I kissed his cheek before stepping out of the car, hanging the silver sling bag over my shoulder.

I closed the door and waved at him, smiling before giving him a flying kiss. He chuckled and caught my kiss, making me giggle.

After he drove off, I stepped into the club and felt like dancing as the loud music reached my ears.

I’m going to enjoy it so much tonight. Now I’m getting giddy with excitement.

I waved at all the girls as I saw them sitting at the corner table. I strode to them, smiling cheerily.

“Come on, guys, let’s dance.” I squealed after reaching them.

“We were just waiting for you. Let’s rock the stage.” Lara whooped with equal excitement and gave me a high five after standing up.

Then we went to the area where all people are dancing crazily, forgetting everything. We also started gyrating to the rock music, throwing our hands in the air, mouthing the song and laughing.

As expected I’m enjoying a lot with my gang.

After getting exhausted, we came to our seats and settled down, sweating and breathing heavily.

Eve said, “Let’s order something now because I haven’t eaten anything since morning.”

“Even I’m starving,” Kiara spoke up.

“Guys, I can’t drink alcohol,” I told them and pouted.

“No, worries, we’re also not allowed to drink when we’re partying alone.” As Lara told me this, I made O mouth.

There is no doubt that everyone’s Master is the same.

I stared at Eve in surprise as she uttered, “but I think we should drink today and see what our Master will do. What say?”

“That sounds like a great plan. I’m in.” Kiara agreed.

Now they all are also becoming challenging like me. I’m so amazed!

“Max is short tampered but I’ll manage.” Lara also agreed to drink and now they all looked at me.

“I’m out of this.” As I said, their eyes widened in shock.

Kiara complained, “after making us challenging, you’re stepping back. That’s not fair, Anna.”

Now how do I explain to them that a few days back only my Master had teased me like hell for drinking? No, I can’t take that teasing again. It was unbearable.

“Guys, try to understand. I have promised him.” I tried to explain them.

“Your Master is sweetest, Anna. Now, what happened?” Lara asked me.

Eve implored, “please, Anna. It will be so much fun to see what they gonna do and we’ll also see whose Master is sweetest. It’ll be like a game.”

I became thoughtful as I like this game. I also want to see whose Master is the sweetest. It’ll be fun.

“If you don’t drink with us, we’ll also don’t drink,” Kiara stated and everybody nodded, agreeing with her.

I’m in dilemma now whether I should drink or not.

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