“Why did you stop?” I asked him, sexually irritated.
“I don’t have a condom.” He answered, shouting in frustration. I stared at him in disbelief.
Is he serious?
“I can’t believe this, you don’t have it? How can it be possible, Sidharth?” I uttered annoyingly.
Okay, I know it might be a stupid question but still, it’s not my fault. Aghh!
“Baby girl… I’m not a sex maniac… You know that right?” He mocked and I looked at him, not knowing how to control my urge to punch his sexy face.
What is he doing to me?
“What… Why are you staring at me like this? I’m stating the truth. Do I look like a sex maniac to you? And for your kind information, it’s my first time too, you didn’t tell me that we are going to do this. Did you?” A red hue appeared on my cheeks as soon as he uttered those words.
Shit! What should I do? Punch him? Or blush? Or kiss him?
I blushed harder when I noticed him moving his eyes all over my body with profound desires. God! This is so embarrassing as well as so arousing. We both are fully naked, I’m lying under him, surrendering myself completely to him, all ready to devour myself into him and he is between my legs, all ready to mark me his and this happened. I moved my eyelashes down in shyness only to hear his chuckle. I glared at him when I heard him giggling softly, seeing my flushed face.
“Why does he tease me so much?” I wondered and pouted looking at him.
“Because you look super adorable when you pout like this.” He said, giving a quick peck on my lips making me startled.
How did he come to know what was going on in my mind? Mind-reader Shukla!
“What should we do now, Sidharth?” I asked him, hell frustrated as I need him badly and I’m not feeling ashamed a bit about it. My core is throbbing for him. My soul is screaming to feel him inside me. Every single cell of my body is yearning for him. I need him as much as my heart needs a beat.
“I don’t know. You know from now I’m going to carry the condom always with me.” I blushed harder as he uttered.
Gee, this guy really needs a filter on his mouth.
A soft moan escaped my mouth as he unintentionally rubbed himself against my wet core, arousing me more and making my heartbeat quicken.
“Fuck! Right now, I don’t care about the condom, I just need you badly.” I stated after pulling him closer to myself by cupping his face. His brows raised in surprise to see my desperation.
“I didn’t know that you were so eager to do this with me. God, why didn’t you tell me earlier, we wouldn’t have wasted so much time.” He uttered and I rolled my eyes.
Seriously, how can he talk so much in this state also? I wondered, shaking my head.
“Damn, you are looking more tempting like this.” He breathed, biting his lower lips, gazing at me intensely, making me groan, “But I don’t want to make you pregnant so soon, baby girl.” He teased, roaming his eyes all over my body, still lying naked between my legs.
“Seriously, Shukla? How can you pass these types of remarks even in this situation?” I asked him, staring at him in disbelief while he is trying really hard to suppress his laugh much to my annoyance.
“I feel like you don’t want to have me, Sidharth,” I uttered dejectedly because right now his behaviour is stating me this only.
His expression changed, listening to my words.
“You have no clue how much I want you, baby girl.” He spoke in a serious tone, gazing into my eyes intensely.
“Then show me, Sidharth,” I demanded, gazing into his eyes with the same intensity.
The next moment only, he eased into me slowly without any warning, breaking my all wall. I squeezed my eyes shut, screaming, feeling pain, but more than this, right now I’m feeling immense pleasure to finally feel him inside of me. I’m feeling complete and one today, like no one can separate us.
“Just relax, baby girl, the pain will vanish soon.” He reassured me, clasping my face, staying still, and giving me time to adjust his size.
I opened my eyes and smiled contentedly at him.
“I love you, Sidharth.” Automatically these words escaped my mouth and his eyes shimmered. I wanted to confess my feelings for him at the right moment or should I say, I wanted him to say it first but there’s nothing more valuable than him in my life and having him so close to me seems an extremely perfect moment that I couldn’t able to stop myself from saying it. He made me feel so protected, so valuable like I’m the only thing on earth whom he loves unconditionally. His eyes scream honesty, loyalty, respect and an overwhelming feeling whenever he is with me. He makes me feel like a queen of his heart with every passing moment. I can clearly see how much affection he has for me in his eyes and how much happy he is right now, listening to my words which are enough for me to melt in him more.
I love him. I’m head over heels for my man, Sidharth Shukla!
“I love you so much,” I whispered again, caressing his stubble with my thumbs and mechanically tears of happiness trickled down my face, making my vision blurred.
“Baby girl,” he whispered, softly rubbing my cheeks with his thumb, gazing at me with so much affection, making me fall for him more.
His eyes always express those words which his lips don’t.
I closed my eyes and breathed heavily when I felt his lips sucking my tears, sending goosebumps all over my body.
He and his gestures to convey his feelings are different, it’s magical, it’s beyond words.
I smiled contentedly amidst my tears, getting my answer. I slowly opened my eyes and saw him staring at me having so much adoration in them for me.
The connection of the heart can never be explained in words but can be felt through eyes as his eyes speak every word that led me towards love, beyond love.
“I-” he parted his lips to say which my heart is craving. “Fuck it,” The next moment only he took my lips into his mouth and kissed me passionately, devouring his love through it. I closed my eyes feeling him this close to me, he is slowly moving in and out of me, taking me to his dreamy paradise. God, I’m feeling like he’s taking me to another world, it’s a heavenly incredible feeling. I’m loving it. Having sex with the man you love is something beyond words.
He broke the kiss after pushing himself deeper into me. “I love too, baby girl.” He confessed too, giving me a hard stroke, making me moan loudly. Right now I’m feeling nothing except immense pleasure.
The pleasure of happiness, the pleasure of being loved by the man you love, the pleasure of being the luckiest girl on this planet.
“I love you, Sidharth.” I moaned loudly in happiness as he gave me another hard stroke, pinning my hands against the mattress.
“I love you more, baby girl.” He confessed again with equal joy.
Those three magical words are making it more beautiful. The sincerity, the intensity and the love his voice held when he confessed, it felt like he has sent a beat to my heart.
I giggled merrily as he nuzzled my neck, slowly moving inside me.
It’s pure bliss!
Now with every thrust, he is confessing love and I’m only moaning, “I love you, Sidharth…”
It’s a heavenly beautiful feeling. I’m feeling so complete today, in every aspect.
His arms are strong enough to hold every fear, every beautifully broken piece of me. This man doesn’t just make me feel complete, he completes me.
My soul, my heart, my brain, my body in fact every breath I take feels like it has his name written on it.
“You’re the most precious possession of my life, my love. And I can never get tired of cherishing you.” He murmured, placing his lips on my forehead, making me smile.
As he got out of me, giving a last peck on my lips, I pushed him on his back and came over him.
“Oh my god, I love this side of you, my love. I love my wild cat so much.” He uttered merrily, curling his fingers around my neck.
I still can’t believe that I’m living this beautiful moment with my baby girl. I love her so much and I always wanted to confess this to her but I always stopped myself thinking she might need some time.
But God, the way she confessed it to me today filled my heart with more love for her. She’s so innocent, so fragile and so strong. Each passing second I’m loving her more than before.
I can’t take my eyes off this beauty who is sitting on my stomach, all devoured in a passion of my love.
She is looking so beautiful with all those hickeys on her beautiful body. I can never get enough of her. I feel proud that she belongs to me, only I have the right to devour and cherish her mind, body, soul and heart, just the way she has on me.
My every breath takes her name from the moment she has come into my life.
She is gazing into my eyes, having so much love that literally flattered my heart. I smiled, seeing her gazing at my naked body, having a slight blush on her cheeks.
God, can she stop being cute?
I chuckled, seeing her biting her lips starting at my chest.
She blushed harder, hearing my chuckle and before I could say something, she leaned down and started kissing all over my chest, making me feel so good. For the first time, someone is kissing like this and it’s mind-blowing. I just want to feel her lips on every inch of my body.
I hissed when she took the skin of my neck between her teeth and bit it, marking me her. Gosh!
“This is for teasing me.” She murmured, sucking it.
“Damn, you are such a pure little sassy devil, my little devil,” I murmured under my breath when I saw her teasing smirk.
“Well, I’m a good learner, Mr Shukla,” She teased, capturing my lips and making me smile.
She kissed me passionately and my hands went to her bare hips and grabbed them. I squeezed them, making her moan in my mouth. We pulled apart as we got breathless.
We gazed into each other eyes deeply and I kissed her forehead.
“Now what?” She asked me, looking at me with innocence in her eyes. And I would be lying if I don’t say that she looks sexier with her innocence dripping beauty.
My Naive Baby Girl! She has the purest soul.
“You’re a good learner, no?” I asked teasingly and she blushed. “But don’t worry, I’ll teach you.” I again flipped our position, taking her under me and we go for the second round. This time she wrapped her legs around me, taking me deeper into her. It feels out of the world to be inside her.
After the second round, I lay down, pulling her body in my warm arms, feeling so heavenly incredible from deep inside. This is one of the best nights for me as today we completed each other.
“I love you so much, baby girl.” I kissed her lovingly, sliding my fingers into her silky hair. She kissed me back with equal love.
“I love you, I love you so much, Sidharth.” She whispered, breathing heavily as we pulled apart.
I can’t even describe in words how complete I’m feeling today. I wish I could explain what effect his eyes have on me, how the sound of his voice gives me butterflies, how his smile makes my heart skip a beat and how every time I’m with him, I feel so protected. This feeling I can never put into words as it is beyond any word. I love him so much.
And having him so close to me feels like a beautiful dream which I’m living. He is the home I always longed for, and he gives me the warmth and love I always craved.
My trance broke when suddenly he stood up, making me confused. But I blushed hard, seeing his private part and closed my eyes shyly.
“Baby Girl, now you can open your eyes.” As he uttered, I opened my eyes intensely and sighed as he has worn his boxer. He walked to me after picking up his shirt.
“By the way, get habitual of seeing me naked. You know what I mean right?” He sat down beside me and uttered teasingly, making me blush hard.
“Sidharth, stop it.” I slightly pushed him away and he laughed out.
He looks so breathtakingly handsome when he laughs. I just get lost in him every time seeing him like this. I always find myself drowning in his euphonious voice.
Then he started cleaning the sweat from my body with his shirt. I tried to stop him but he shushed me, placing his finger on my lips. “Nothing is more important than you for me, baby girl.” He again stole my heart with his words.
I hugged him, smiling contentedly. He embraced me and kissed my hair, murmuring, “I love you.”
After cleaning me, he took me to the bathroom, carrying me in his arms. He treats me like a queen.
“Clean yourself and call me. Then I’ll take you outside.” He instructed me, I’m just staring at him with so much love.
“Okay?” As he asked, I gave him a slight nod with a beatific smile on my face making him smile too. Giving a peck on my forehead he walked out of the bathroom after last time smiling at me.
Standing in front of my mirror, I smiled contentedly admiring his artwork on my body. I caressed his love bites, having a blissful smile on my face.
I’m glowing. I’m glowing with love. Sidharth Shukla’s love and that bird pendant are just adding more beauty to it. I never thought I would look this beautiful in this condition but maybe my man is rubbing off on me.
I blushed harder thinking like this.
“Too much Self-praising? Definitely, your man is rubbing off on you, Sana.” My subconscious mocked.
Chuckling my thoughts, I started cleaning myself, still blushing.
After cleaning myself, I stepped out and again got speechless, seeing my man. He is changing the bed sheet because it had blood strains.
Can he be more perfect?
After completing his work, his eyes landed on me. I blushed seeing him roaming his eyes at me from top to bottom but not for once I try to cover my naked self from him. I don’t know from where I get this much confidence.
But I would be lying if I don’t confess that the intensity of his eyes always makes me shy.
“Stop staring at me like this.” I blushed harder, moving my eyelashes down.
He strolled to me. “Why? It’s nothing which I haven’t seen earlier.” He teased, making me shyer with his words.
Gee, what should I do to his sexy mouth?
I slowly lifted my eyelashes and saw him biting his lower lip, trying his best to suppress his laughter.
Gawd, he teases me so much.
Wait! Two can play this game, Mr Shukla.
I mentally smirked.
“So did you like what you see?” I boldly asked, though my heartbeat accelerated from the moment these words escaped my mouth. I can feel my cheeks, getting a little warm after hearing my own words.
His brows raised in his surprise. “Like? I love what I’m seeing.” He answered merrily, roaming his eyes all over my body, making my crotch dampen and twitch, I squeezed my thighs to control the intense sensation.
“And as I told you earlier baby girl, When cute girls try to be bold, they look cuter.” He chuckled, pulling my cheeks and making me blush.
Then leaning down, he picked me up in his arms like a bridal style and carried me to the bed while I’m just gazing at him lovingly, wrapping my arms around his neck. He makes me feel so special and the luckiest girl on this girl. I’m so blessed to have him and I say thank you to almighty every second for sending him into my life.
We lay down in each other arms after pulling the blanket over us. I’m feeling so complete today and extremely happy from deep inside. I always wanted my first to be with someone with whom I can cherish it all my life, and it happened. Because it’s more special with my special one.
Anybody won’t believe it but it was my first time and it was out of a world feeling. Because being so close to her feels different, it feels like I’m the luckiest man on this planet.
I smiled as this thought crossed my mind. I looked down at my chest and pecked my baby girl’s head who is engrossed drawing hearts on my chest likewise I do to her on her back.
“Stop biting your lips. Just ask whatever is going in your mind.” I said, seeing her lost in her thoughts.
“How did you come to know I want to ask something?” She asked, raising her brows and looking at me in utter surprise.
“Do I still need to answer this?” I asked, smiling at her and waiting for her response. I can see something is going on in her mind, but I know she will ask soon.
“Sidharth, really it was your first time?” She asked me in a disbelief tone, breaking the silence.
“Don’t tell me you really thought me as a sex maniac?” I dramatically asked, looking at her. Her eyes widened.
I suppressed my laugh seeing her like this. God, she’s looking so adorable.
“But don’t take tension… For you, I can be your sex maniac. I won’t let you down.” I further teased her.
“Shut up, answer me!” She whined, pouting at me.
“You think, I’m joking. Now seriously I have to show you.” I said, taking her under me.
Well, trust me earlier my intention was just to tease her, but as soon she comes under me, I lost it.
Now there’s no more teasing happening, I can’t help it around her, she does things to me that I can’t express in words.
“What are you doing?” She giggled, looking at me as I rubbed my one-day stubble on her neck.
“Showing you, so that you take my words seriously,” I said, placing wet kisses all over her neck and chest making her giggle.
Her giggles are giving some kind of peace to my heart.
Then I roughly ground myself against her, pinning her hands against the mattress before shoving myself deep into her and kissing her lips passionately.
That’s how we go for one more round.
We again lay down, cuddling each other, exhausted but still craving for more.
What she is doing to me?
“Yes, it was my first time because I always wanted to do this with the girl with whom I want to spend the rest of my life.” Finally, I gave her a serious answer.
I looked at her as I felt her placing her lips on my chest.
“Thank you, baby girl,” I confessed, caressing her face. She raised her brows at him asking what.
“For trusting me with your truth,” I answered, placing another kiss on her head. She smiled but still looks confused.
“I always believed that intimacy is not just about sex or physical relationship, it’s about trust and truth. Like you are trusting that person with your truth. You are trusting that person that he or she will protect you and worship your body with all your heart.” I said those words looking at her. I could see her eyes getting moist but before tears could trickle down, I sucked it, after murmuring, “so thank you for trusting me with your truth.”
“I love you, Sidharth.” She innocently confessed, having a blissful smile on her face and I felt myself drowning in her innocent confession, all over again.
“I love you more, my love,” I confessed, pulling her closer to me, giving a quick peck on the back of her head as I felt her lips on my chest.
We both are lying in each other arms in peaceful silence. I’m rubbing her cheeks with my thumb as she is busy writing ‘I love you’ on my heart with her finger, making me smile.
Having her in my life makes me feel the luckiest.
“How I didn’t notice it before.” I shivered when I felt her finger softly caressing the tiny music chord tattoo behind my ear.
“Maybe because you were too busy admiring this.” I bit my lips, pointing at my mole.
She blushed, making me giggle.
“Well, I won’t deny that. Indeed your mole is fascinating.” She said, placing a soft kiss on mole before placing a wet kiss behind my ear over the tattoo, arousing my carnal desire again.
“What is happening, Baby girl? It seems like today is my lucky day, you’re confessing things… Isn’t it? Now, I don’t want this night to end.” I said, pulling her closer to me as much as it’s possible.
“Today is my lucky day too.” She smiled adorably after saying this.
“You’re so cute, baby girl. I love you so much.” I confessed, hugging her tightly before placing a kiss on her head.
“Sidharth, when did you have this tattoo?” She asked me suddenly after a minute of silence.
“When I was in my high school,” I told her merrily.
“That was too early. Your parents allowed you?” She asked in a surprised tone.
“Dad was okay but convincing Mom was difficult,” I answered, paying with her hair.
“Then how did you manage?” She asked, rubbing her eyes like an adorable baby.
“I didn’t.” I chuckled. She raised her brows at me in utter confusion.
“I convinced Dad to have the tattoo too. I showed all those Couple-goals things. I tricked him. I told him how much mom will like it. It’s a good compensation as he was not present with mom on their anniversary. And he was like a great love-sick puppy who fell for it. I told him as I gave him such an amazing idea, I will take something in return. So that’s how I saved myself from Mom’s scolding.” I proudly told her. God, this is such an amazing memory of my childhood, and sharing that memory with her is making it more beautiful.
“Such a great plan.” She giggled.
“I’m smart.” I proudly said, raising my imaginary collar.
“And here comes my self obsessed Shukla.” She teased making me chuckle.
“Until or unless you’re adding my before Shukla, I’m all cool,” I said, flicking her nose, and making her giggle.
“My hot Shukla,” She winked, trying to look sexy but a yawn escaped her mouth making her look cuter. I giggle, finding her adorable and she pouted.
“I think, we shall sleep now. It was such a long day for us, moreover, I tired you so much.” I said as I can vividly she is feeling sleepy. Her eyes are getting heavy and she is yawning and rubbing her eyes continuously.
“I like to be tired like this.” She blushed after saying this.
“Jesus, you’re turning me on with your words baby girl,” I said, biting her earlobe, and making her giggle.
“And you’re turning me on with your naughtiness. Such a naughty kid you were.” She rubbed her nose against mine before placing her head on my chest.
“If I weren’t feeling sleepy, we would have gone for one more round.” She murmured in a sleepy tone and I shook my head in disbelief.
“Is she that same shy and innocent baby girl?” I wondered, playing with her silky hair.
What she was, what she is becoming and what she will become in future, I’m certain that I’m gonna fall in love with her every day a bit more.
Gosh, I love her so much!