(Part: 19 Love Confession) Love Or Sin {Sidnaaz}


Shivansh was sitting at the car’s backseat. He was going Pune. He had been calling Sidnaaz from few minutes but their phone was coming not reachable.

“Uff… both of their phones are coming not reachable. Where are they ?” Shivansh murmured worriedly, putting his phone on the side.

“I just hope they are fine.” He didn’t know why he was feeling like something bad is going to happen.

On the hand, Shehnaaz was sitting hugging her knees tightly and wearing Sidharth’s jacket in the corner of the cold storage room. She was shivering badly because of the low temperature. Sidharth was also shivering but his condition was stable. He was anxious for Shehnaaz because her condition was worsening with each passing second. He was not understanding what he should do to save her.

“Shehnaaz, we will be out, Okay. Just stay strong.” He reassured her, standing in front of her and she just nodded slightly at him. Her lips were quivering. She was feeling like her end has come. Sidharth sat down beside her and his heart was breaking seeing her like this. He couldn’t let her die like this in front of his eyes.

Suddenly he took her shivering body into his warm arms and whispered those words. “I won’t let anything happen to you. I won’t…” Shehnaaz snuggled in his arms, clutching his shirt. Her face was buried in his chest and she could hear his soothing heartbeat which was giving immense peace to her soul. She was relieved after coming into his arms. He was hugging her tighter and tighter like he wanted to keep her save in his protective arms forever. She was still trembling with cold, but she was feeling better after coming into his arms. She was getting relief because of his body heat. He was constantly rubbing her back.

Few minutes passed away like this. But now the hug was also not helping her. She was feeling like she would die at any moment. She was snuggling in his arms more and more to feel better but it wasn’t helping. He was constantly rubbing her back and calling her after every few minutes to know if she is fine or not.

“Sidharth… I… I need to tell you something. I don’t know if I… will live or not. But I don’t want to die before telling this to you. I don’t want to die with the regret of not telling you the truth.” She shuttered, her lips were trembling. She wanted to tell him the truth before dying.

“Are you crazy, Shehnaaz? Nothing will happen to you. I won’t let anything happen to you.” He freaked out and pulled her more closer to himself, getting worried for her. Her words came like a shock to Sidharth. He couldn’t let her die like this.

He knew that what she was going to say but it didn’t matter to him at this moment. The only thing mattered to him was her life which he had to save it at any cost. Automatically tears trickled down his cheeks. He didn’t want to lose her. He loved her a lot and he couldn’t let her die.

“I really love you, Sidharth. I really love you a lot.” She finally confessed her love in front of him, thinking that her end has come. She cried loudly after confessing her love because this love was a sin for her and this love had only given pain.

Sidharth’s heart stopped beating for a moment listening to her confession. He knew that she loved him but still he couldn’t confess his love. He just wanted to save her at that moment.

“Sidharth, please don’t save me. Let me die… I don’t want to live. I can’t bear this pain any more. I know you will never love me and I will die every day without your love. I will be happy to die in the arms of the person whom I love.” She whispered and a small smile touched her lips.

She was saying whatever was going in her mind at that time without thinking that what he would think about her because she was thinking that she would die.

Her words were like a bomb fell over Sidharth. She asked him to let her die. He would never let this happen. He would save her at any cost. At this moment, nothing mattered to him except her, the girl who was his life. If she died, he would also not able to live without her. On his every breath, her name had been written.

“I will not let anything happen to you, Shehnaaz. Are you listening to me? I will not let anything happen to you.” He shrieked loudly, cupping her face and making her look into his eyes which were filled with love. He was not saying in words that he loves her but his eyes were screaming that he loves her a lot.

“Do you want to save me for Shivansh? Then please don’t to do this. I will never able to love him because I love you. Let me die please, Sidharth. I don’t want to live in this guilt anymore.” As she begged in front of him, he squeezed his eyes and turned his face to other side dejectedly, and fresh tears rolled his cheeks. How he should tell that he wanted to save her for himself, not for Shivansh because he loved her a lot.

He yelled on her and shut her mouth. “Just shut up. Think about whatever you want to think. But I will protect you at any cost. I just can’t let you die because I…” he was just about to confess his love but stopped himself at the right time.

He closed his eyes and took a breath. “You need to remove your clothes.” As he said after composing himself without looking at her, she widened her eyes in shock.

Sidharth was ready to do anything to save her life at that moment. He had no other option at that time except giving his body heat to her. He had no idea that when somebody would open the door. He just couldn’t wait anymore. Later on, he didn’t want to regret for not doing anything to save her life. He didn’t want to get late. Her condition was worsening.

“No, I won’t let you do this. Why are you not understanding me, Sidharth ?“ She shouted, pushing him away from herself.

“It will be better if I die.” She stated and tried to get up but failed.

It was enough for Sidharth. He pulled her toward himself by clutching her arms and shut her mouth by asking, “If I were at your place and you were at my place, then would you ever let me die in front of your eyes?” She moved her head down, having no answer to his questions.

“Shehnaaz, try to understand. We need each other body heat to survive in this room till tomorrow. We don’t have any other option. I am requesting you to please put all the things on the side just for one night.” He tried to explain her. Shehnaaz was just staring down silently because still, she didn’t want to live and her body was freezing because of the coldness.

“Please, for me. My life is also at risk.” He pleaded and he was trying his best to convince her. When it comes to his life, she agreed immediately nodding her head slightly at him.

“I know this is wrong but only the thing which is matter to me right now is to protect you.” Sidharth thought, gazing at her. She was trying to remove the blazer but couldn’t because she was not in a condition to move even. Her body was giving up. Sidharth immediately removed his shirt and pant. Now he was only in boxers. He also started shivering badly after getting naked.

Shehnaaz slumped down on the floor unconsciously in front of his eyes as soon as she removed the blazer. Sidharth froze for a moment and widened her eyes in shock. Then he hastily took her head on his lap and called her patting her cheeks but she didn’t respond. He was calling her and crying badly thinking that he lost her.

“I love you, Sidharth.” As she murmured in her unconscious state, Sidharth got his breath back. A smile of relief flashed on his face and tears were constantly cascading down his cheeks.

“I won’t let anything happen to you. I will save you.” He murmured with determination and wiped his tears with the back of his palms. He immediately removed her saree and covered her with it. His body was also giving up but he was keeping himself strong just for her. He lay down beside her and covered himself also with her saree. Inside he removed her blouse and petticoat, his gaze didn’t shift from her face. She was constantly murmuring “I love you, Sidharth,” in her unconscious state.

Sidharth instantly pulled her in his protective arms and rubbed his naked body against her. As Shehnaaz came into his arms, she instantly regained her conscious back. She hugged him back, and her nails scratched his back. Sidharth was constantly grinding his naked body against her by moving up and down, and he was also moving his hand all over back. Shehnaaz was feeling like she was in heaven. She had always wished to come into his arms like this and finally god himself fulfilled her that wish. The feeling of being in his arms was heavily beautiful for her.

She was feeling so save and secure in his arms. She wanted him to store her in his warm arms forever like this. Her heart and soul, they both were at peace. At that moment she was feeling like she got everything. She was snuggling in his arms, having a contented smile on her face. She forgot everything after coming into his arms. She forgot that what was right, what was wrong. She just wanted him to hold her like this forever. Now she could peacefully die in the arms of the person whom she loved.


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