(Part: 7) Love Or Sin {Sidnaaz}


Shehnaaz reached Shivansh’s office, preparing lunch for him. She was still trying her best to be a good and responsible wife. She thought if she couldn’t control her feelings toward Sidharth but at least she could try to be a responsible wife.

She was looking beautiful in a black maxi dress and her hair was tied up in a messy bun. She held the handle and opened the door of his cabin from one hand and she was holding her handbag by her other hand. As she opened the door, her eyes fell over Sidharth who was sitting on the couch which was kept in the corner of the cabin. Shehnaaz’s heartbeat accelerated after seeing him. A cheerful smile spread across her face as she saw him laughing freely and happily talking to someone on phone. His happiness gave peace to her heart. She always found him stressed and lost, and in his eyes she always found pain but today after seeing him happy, she was also happy.

She had no idea about his pain. She didn’t know that the pain from which she was going through, he was also going through the pain. The pain of not getting her and seeing her every day in the arms of somebody’s else. Both were going to the same pain. The pain of not getting what they needed the most in their life. They were forbidden for each other but knowing this fact also, their heart was not stopping beating for each other. Unknowingly they were coming closer and becoming the reason for each other breath.

Shehnaaz was standing on the doorstep, clutching the handle of the door and her eyes were gazing at him, having a constant smile on her face. She came on the earth back as Shivansh held her waist from behind.

“It is so good to see my beautiful wife in my office today,” Shivansh whispered in her ear and his hands clutched her waist. After completing his words, he placed a kiss on her cheek.

Sidharth looked at them for a few seconds and he felt sharp in his heart. But he had no other option except ignoring them. Shehnaaz didn’t know why she used to feel more uncomfortable when Shivansh used to come close to her in front of Sidharth. Her heart used to cry because she couldn’t do anything. She didn’t want to hurt the person like Shivansh who was a gem, most importantly who was her loving and perfect husband. Shehnaaz controlled her emotions by gripping her handbag tightly and from another hand, she clutched the handle. She pursed her lips dejectedly.

She composed herself and turned towards him. “Shivansh, I have brought lunch for you. Today I got an off from NGO, so I thought why not I should prepare lunch for my husband.” She had been pretending from past one year that she is happy and now she became perfect in pretending that she is happy. That’s why nobody could guess what was really going in her heart. Even Sidharth also thought that she was happy with Shivansh.

“Thank you so much, Shehnaaz. But I have an important meeting and I have to leave now. I am sorry.” Shivansh cupped her face.

Shehnaaz just gave him small smile. “It’s okay.”

“Shehnaaz, you make Sidharth eat lunch.” He pointed at Sidharth. Sidnaaz looked at each other and passed each other a slight smile and that small smile was enough to make their heart go crazy.

“Guys now I have to go. Bye, Sidharth.” Sidharth smiled.

“Bye, wifey.” He left the cabin after placing a kiss on Shehnaaz’s cheeks.

Now Sidnaaz were left alone in his cabin. His heartbeat was accelerating when Shehnaaz was strolling toward him. He could hear his heartbeat. She was gazing at him and he was looking everywhere except her.

“Sidharth, do you want to eat now?” As she asked in a low voice, standing in front of him, he glanced at her and just nodded his head in yes meekly. Then he again started looking somewhere else.

Shehnaaz sat on her knees in front of the table. She took out lunch box from the bag and started transferring the food from the lunch box to the plate. When Shehnaaz was busy doing her work, Sidharth got the chance to admire her beauty secretly. He wanted to kiss every inch of her beautiful face. He wanted to rub his nose with her. He wanted to pull her chubby cheeks. Her hair which was coming on her face and disturbing her, he wanted to tuck them behind her ear. He wanted to whisper naughty things in her ears and after that he wanted to bite her earlobe, making her moan softly. He wanted to open her hair and then he wanted to nuzzle her hair and he also wanted to inhale the scent of her hair. He wanted to do so many things at that moment but he could do nothing except staring at her.

“You can start eating it.” As Shehnaaz uttered, he came on her earth back. Both gazed into each other eyes for few seconds and then Sidharth looked down in the plate which was filled with his favourite Rajma and Rice made by the girl who was sitting in front of him. It was looking so delicious to him.

“Won’t you eat ?” Sidharth asked her who was busy closing the lunchbox. She glanced at him instantly and nodded her head.

Then his eyes saw what he didn’t want to see. His eyes fell over her cleavage which was clearly visible to him because, at that moment, she was sitting, bending forward.

“No, Sidharth. Don’t look there.” He shut his eyes tightly and clutched his hands to control himself from not looking there and his mind was constantly saying him to don’t look there but her heart was making her think about her cleavage where he wanted to kiss and bite.

She narrowed her brows in confusion after looking at him. “Sidharth, what happened?” As she asked, he opened his eyes.

She raised her eyebrows, asking him in a gesture that what happened to him. Sidharth shook his head and started eating without looking at her. Shehnaaz got up from floor confusingly.

She bid him bye and strolled toward the door. She opened the door and turned his face behind to look at him for the last time before going. Her lips drew up into a smile after seeing him because he was eating like a two-year-old kid, licking his fingers and lower lip, she found him so adorable. She walked out from the cabin with a broad smile, thinking about him.


It was night time, Sidharth was working on the laptop, sitting in his Cabin.

“Sidharth, come on get up. We are going.” Cabir stormed into Sidharth’s Cabin.

“We are going to the pub. I called Shivansh and Mukti, they are also coming and you are also going with me.” Cabir said strictly because he was pissed off from Sidharth because he had been cancelling the plans from past few days.

“Okay relax, I am ready to go with you. Even I was also thinking to call you guys.” Sidharth got up from his chair and strolled over him.

“You were thinking to call us, right?” Cabir asked, looking at him doubtfully and Sidharth nodded his head meekly.

“By the way when you were planning to call us? Next year right?” Sidharth immediately nodded his head in no.

“Now let’s go,” Cabir encircled his arm around his neck and then they both stepped out of the cabin together.


All four of them were having fun together after a long time. Mukti and Sidharth were sitting at the bar counter, holding the glass of red wine. Cabir was standing, putting his one hand on his shoulder and from the other hand, he was holding the glass of vodka. Shivansh was standing beside Mukti, resting his both elbow on the counter. He didn’t like to drink. Before Sidharth was also in Shivansh’s category but now Sidharth couldn’t even survive a single day without alcohol and the reason was Shehnaaz. Sidharth was trying his best to pretend in front of everyone that everything was fine but still his friends could clearly see that something was wrong with him.

“Come on, guys, let’s rock the dance the floor,” Cabir squealed, patting Sidharth’s shoulder.

“Yes, let’s go,” Mukti whooped like an over-excited kid, jumping down from the chair.

“You know that I don’t like to dance. You all go.” Sidharth take a sip of red wine and denied, looking at Mukti and Cabir. They both made puppy faces to convince Sidharth, but he was busy drinking his red wine. They both looked at Shivansh.

Shivansh blinked his eyes, looking at Mukbir and then said, “You both go. Sidharth and me, we both will join you in a few minutes.” He sat on the chair beside Sidharth where Mukti was sitting a few minutes ago. They both left, nodding their head sadly.

“Sidharth, is it girl’s matter?” Shivansh took a deep breath and asked, looking at Sidharth. Sidharth widened his eyes in shock as Shivansh asked this question from him.

“What? what are you saying Shivansh?” Sidharth stammered and gulped down the half glass of red wine in one go, closing his eyes. Seeing Sidharth’s reaction, Shivansh became sure that it was really a girl’s matter.

“Let’s go to the dance floor or else Cabir and Mukti will not leave me this time,” Sidharth climbed down from the chair because he wanted to avoid Shivansh’s questions and Shivansh could clearly see this. Shivansh nodded his head in yes, getting up from the chair. Then they went to the dance floor.

Cabir wanted to dance with the hot girls but being a protective brother, he didn’t want his sister to dance with any stranger. Therefore, he was dancing with Mukti but his eyes were checking out the hot girls who were dancing around him. A broad smile spread across his face, seeing Sidharth and Shivansh who were approaching toward them.

“Look who is here? Our hero is here.” Mukti squealed merrily and hugged Sidharth. He hugged her back, having a small smile on his face. Shivansh smiled, looking at them.

“Now you both protect my sister because hot girls are waiting for me,” Cabir said excitedly and went from there to dance with the group of hot girls. All three of them shook their head, seeing him.

“He will never get changed,” Sidharth said, looking at Cabir who was dancing with hot girls.

“One day, he will also get changed. Everyone gets changed one day.” Shivansh spoke sadly, looking at Sidharth. Indirectly he was pointing his finger at Sidharth. He made the atmosphere serious. Sidharth first glanced at Shivansh sadly and then looked down on the floor in guilt.

“Let’s dance guyz.” Mukti shouted loudly to change the atmosphere which was getting serious. She started to dance, moving her hands in the air. Shivansh and Sidharth smiled, looking at her. Then they both also danced with her.

When Sidharth was lost in dancing crazily, forgetting everything. He felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and widened his eyes in shock to find Shehnaaz in front of his eyes. She was looking breathtakingly beautiful in red Medi to him. He couldn’t take off his eyes from her. She held his hand and took him in the middle of the dance floor. Sidharth was just gazing at her.

Mukti and Shivansh were looking at him with wide-open eyes because before also many girls used to approach to Sidharth for dance but Sidharth used to deny them politely always. But for the first time, he went to dance with a random girl. They had no idea, their friend was imagining love of his life in that girl.

The girl was dancing, encircling her arms around his neck. Sidharth pulled her toward himself, grabbing her waist. He danced, rubbing his body against her. He was out of his senses. His mind was imagining Shehnaaz in front of his eyes. It was half effect of alcohol and the half effect of Shehnaaz’s magic which was making him crazy. He turned around the girl and wrapped his one hand around her stomach from behind. Then he danced, rubbing his front against her back and he was nuzzling her neck. He wanted to hold Shehnaaz badly like this and he was happy with his imagination.

Sidharth again turned around the girl and pulled her toward himself, holding her waist. They both moved closer to each other.


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