They were breaking the hug slowly. Their hands were still wrapped around each other back. They were looking into each other eyes. Their lips were just few inches alway . They could feel each other hot breath on their lips. The urge of kissing each other was increasing with each passing second. Their breath was becoming heavier than before. Their inner desires were pushing them to kiss each other. Slowly his hands held her face. When his cold hands touched her face , she took a deep breath. Forgetting everything, he moved more close to kiss her lips. She closed her eyes in response , resting her hands on his chest.
Their lips were just about to meet with each other. Something happened to Sana and she snapped open her eye. She just pushed him away before their lips could able to meet. She also wanted him to kiss her badly, but something was stopping her. That something was more stronger than her desire. She stared at him blankly.
“I am sorry.” Sid apologised, looking at Sana. There was guilt in his eyes. He was blaming himself for crossing his limits before marriage. He decided that first he would earn her trust and then he would move further, but he was becoming weak in front his his inner desires. Desire to kiss her lips, desire to kiss every inch of her body, desire to love her and desire to make her his.
“Why are you saying sorry ? I’m sorry.”
She whispered, looking at him.
“I behaved so weird with you. I was behaving like a mad girl.” She spoke guiltily, moving her eyelashes down and played with her fingers.
“I should say sorry to you. I’m sorry.” She again apologised, looking at him. He was just silently staring at her, waiting for his turn to speak.
“Why are you marrying to this crazy girl ? Whatever you have seen today, I’m like this. I am crazy. You shouldn’t marry me. I’m not good for you. I’m good for nothing.” She uttered in serious tone, looking at him. Her heart was breaking when she was saying him to back off from this marriage because her heart needed him, but her mind was forcing her to push him away and her mind was winning as always.
“I am..” before she could say something more, he shushed her by placing his finger on her lips. She looked at him, widening her eyes as he was looking at her, having anger in his eyes, she was shocked to see him angry.
“Stop calling yourself crazy. You know what you are ?” He retorted and removed his finger from her lips, his eyes burning with anger. She was looking at him confusingly because she was not understanding that why he was angry.
“You’re not crazy, Sana. You’re a girl with broken heart.” He sighed. “The girl who is scared to trust anyone, who is even scared to trust her heart, who smiles to show others that she is happy and who spreads happiness all around, but no one knows, that girl is in pain. She needs someone to understand her. She needs someone to teach her how to trust and how to believe her heart.” He said everything right about her and she was shocked. The boy who met her few days back, he knew her better than she knew herself. She was looking at him in utter disbelief.
They were gazing at each other silently. His phone rang up and broke their silence. Sid took out his phone from pocket, looking at Sana. It was his mother’s call. She looked outside from the window. It was still raining outside. She was happy because for the first time, her panic attack was controlled without any pills. His arms gave her peace and controlled her attack.
“Daddy, look Musu new bangles.” Muskan showed her bangles to Jay cheerfully. She was standing on the edge of the bed and joyfully playing with her bangles without looking down.
Jay scolded being a caring father. “Musu, be careful. Abhi aap gir jate toh.” He picked her in his arms.
“Musu is solly , daddy.” She said cutely, holding her both ears. Jay smiled, seeing her cuteness.
“Now tell Musu, how are my bangles?” She asked again cheerily, showing her bangles to him.
“Your bangles are beautiful like you, Princess.” He placed a kiss on her cheek. She grinned happily, showing her all teeth.
“Where is your mumma , Musu?” He asked, carefully placing her down on the bed.
“Mumma!” She exclaimed cutely and showed her small finger, telling him in gesture that she had gone to washroom. Jay shook his head in disbelief, seeing her cuteness because the level of her cuteness was increasing with each passing day.
When Sid came to drop Sana at her home, she invited him for dinner with her. “Sidharth, come inside. You must be hungry.” He became happy inside because he didn’t want to say goodbye to her, he wanted to spend more time with her and when she invited him for dinner, his happiness was having no bound.
“It’s okay , Sana. I will eat at home. You must be tired.” He said because he didn’t want to show his desperation to her by accepting her invitation in one time.
Sid’s lips drawn down as she climbed out of the car without saying anything. He was regretting for not accepting her invitation at first place. She closed her door. He felt like to hit her head on the steering for not accepting her invitation.
As she opened the door of his side, he looked at him surprisingly, raising her eyebrows.
“I will cook dinner for me and dad. One more person won’t increase my work . So please come.” She requested again, making him happy. This time, he just jumped out of his car. He grinned at her and she smiled back.
“Let’s go.” He closed the door of his car. His happiness was clearly seen in his eyes. He was happy like a kid got candy which he was about to loose. Then they together walked inside the house.
Sid was sitting in the hall with Sana’s father when she was preparing the dinner inside the kitchen. They were talking about Sana. Ram was telling him that how happy he was to see her daughter marrying to him.
“I never able to give her a life which she wanted. All her life, she has been craved to have a family. A family like you have. I have tried to fulfil her every wish but couldn’t able to fulfil her wish of having a family. Sidharth, I know, you and your family will take care of my daughter better than me. She’llalways live happily with you.” He stated confidently, looking at Sid.
“No, Uncle. Nobody can take care of a girl better than his father. And I promise that I will try my best to take care of your daughter like you.” Sid promised him and both smiled.
“Dinner is ready.” They both looked at Sana after hearing to her voice. She was walking at them. She was holding the glass of water.
“Here we go with your medicine, dad.”She said, giving him the medicine then gave water to him.
“Thanks Bacha.” He said, giving her the glass back. She smiled back, taking the glass. Sid was just smiling, seeing their beautiful bond. He was happy to see that how perfectly she was taking care of her father. He was also sure that she would take care of his family like this only after marriage. He was damn sure that she would be always her best choice.
“Good night, Shehnaaz.” Sid said, standing on the door. Finally he was saying good bye to Sana after a long day.
“Good night, Sidharth.” They both passed the beautiful smile to each other. Then Sid turned to leave.
“Thank you, Sidharth.” She uttered when Sid was just about to walk away from her. He instantly stopped, listening to her voice. He turned his face to look at her and found him smiling at him blissfully.
“Thank you for everything which you did for me, today, thank you for understanding me like always and thank you for understanding my unspoken words and feelings.” She thanked wholeheartedly and her eyes were shimmering with happiness. He smiled, listening to her words.
“You don’t need to thank me, Sana. Whatever I am doing, I’m doing for myself because your happiness is my happiness now. So whatever I did today, I did for my happiness .” He smiled at her. Her heart felt happy, listening to his words. She just beamed at him and shut the door.
“I promise, Shehnaaz that I will bring back your happiness and teach you how to trust your heart.” He walked out of the house, saying this.
Sana was lying on the bed, having beautiful smile on her face. She was happy because she got a ray of hope. Sid was her ray of hope. She came to know that Sid could make her forget her past. He was the only one who could give her comfort and peace. She was still not trusting him but she was happy to know that someone was there who could bring back her happiness.